dont need to go to col today! wheee! =) anyways, am waiting patiently for wy to come online but i dont think he's coming anytime soon... so,
to pass my time, i just *gasp* browse thru friendster, mails and all.. being the jobless person i am now (me aint gonna study before CNY man, tho its pretty crucial, but wtheck! haha), i looked through wys first few testimonial, and later mine..
it can be quite amusing and interesting (good thing is: time passes by faster =p) to read back the testimonials you received in the beginning *rmb, friendster was THE site during 2003/4..*
haha oklah, obviously some testi may sound too good to be me (in other words, ter-praise me a lott), but the main thing that i wanna point out here is the ppl who sent those testis to me.. some are wms ppl, some kdu ppl, some obs ppl, some ppls fren..
all of them are great ppl, tho obviously some played a bigger part in my life than others (but still a part nonetheless). i miss them so so much, those ppl whom i have not kept in touch with for ages, or those ppl whom i used to talk with on deeper things but we only chat about surface stuff now..
i cant name them all, cos they change as i grow up. im not saying that im unhappy with my life now and bout not being in touch with the old friends, its just that sometimes, i feel such good friendships are wasted cos there was so much "potential", if you know what i mean. circumstances caused us to drift apart, such as changing schools, or friends fr diff states..
but wait..
i KNOW what youre thinking!
youre thinking, "if you really treasured your friendship, you could have done your part and kept in touch with them!!"
hahaha, im not denying that tho.. im not the kinda person to go all out, sending emails occasionally to update friends on my life blabla.. i tried, but the email will prob stop after 3/4 times.. and no, it does NOT mean in any way that i dont treasure you as my friend or whatever crap, its just me..
i am popular for taking ages to reply smses, not really the sms kinda person as well, so dont be offended if i replied your msges slow! of course, there are times which i purposely take my time to reply, but thats a diff story altogether! =p
so yeah, to friends whom i have not been contacting for ages, friends whom i was pretty close with during sec days, friends now, friends last time, friends who think that i forgot bout them, friends who thinks im lansi (im nott!!), friends from camp, friends who read my blog...
i have not forgotten bout you, really! (even if you really think so)
xoxo, yvonne.
