Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
alleviating it thru music..
i hate how its like now, its so unfair. bitter mayb, like shern :P
i used to loove this song, by my all time fav kelly clarkson.. pretty ironic, that its still the video for my friendster page..
xoxo, yvonne.
is it possible to be able to connect to 3 really different songs at the same time?im currently very crazy over 4 in the morning by gwen stefani, mostly because i can totally relate to the song. like, every single line. i cannot stress that enough. wow.. it is how im feeling in the present. i dedicated this song to someone who, unfortunately, didnt really like it.Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think,
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I know you're here, in the dark
I'm watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot
And all I know is you've got to give me everything
And nothing as good,
You know I'd give you all of me
I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right
All I wanted was to know and say
Don't wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair, how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have
yesterday, or the day before, wei yang recommended me this song- imagine me without you by jaci velasquez (hard to pronounce right, i dont even know how :P). it brings me back to the good old dayss, namely, the past. if i replace the reference to lord as myself la, that is, hehe..As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free
and today, shirrie sent me big girls dont cry by fergie. that girl is soo busy with all the uni application thing, so chamm. i miss her.. she absolutely loves this song, i dont know why. its so unfergie-like, so when it was played in the radio i was like, it cant be her! and as for me, this song sorta shadows the future.Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity
so yeah, ive been playing these 3 songs + a very few others when im using the comp. those whom i chat with will know, cos i'll keep going "EEHH listen to this song....blabla" haha..its really good- not only are the lyrics meaningful (word for word)(or mayb its only so in my case lah :P), they sound damn good as well. really! try dling it if you havent already.if only i have an ipod (will ask mom to get wheee)!! then i can listen to it ALL THE TIME and be emo. cos now its like, if i wanna listen to song outside comp, i'll have to burn it into a disc, so mafan!! hahaha but no worries, its not as sad as it sounds okay! today is the last day of col, yay!it started off good. i reached col at bout 820 and there was PLENTY of parking space outside the condo, so much so that i "rambang mata" and actually chose a space quite far from col when there were so many which were nearer. eek. im actually really dislike coming to col when theres no more parkin ie after 830am. sucks big time, cos it only means i have to reach col before then! argh!i enjoyed phy class today. it wasnt really a proper class, jsut a small group of Q&A with mr raja, him being his usual funny self. he even wanted to knock my head a few times! (cos i asked some very basic phy theories which i didnt get from last time, which means i blurred thru all the way from as to a2)after that, went to orange for lunch with mandy, jon, vincent and hanson. several matters were "discussed", eg me and mandy asking bout the whole vincent-jolynn episode, which he reluctantly told in the end :P i rmb laughing a lot, from my heart.thats good, as i can forget this feeling im feeling now.i guess this post may seem mundane to some, but it is in fact very personal to me, for various reasons. so for those of you who are still reading this, wow! tell me, me give you big huuug! :)i love my family, and friends who are there for me. you know who you are, thank you. xoxo, yvonne.
