notice how much ive been blogging lately? stupid exams!
slept at 12 last night cos i was feeling so tired.. only to wake up feeling extremely horrible at 10 this morning..
ive never felt so affected by any exams before.. shopping didnt help, neither did sleeping nor eating.. nor talking and chilling..
where has all my confidence gone to? i remember feeling confident and good about myself, but that feels so long ago..
its like ive been sucked into this deep abyss of sadness/ helplessness.. im really at my lowest and most unstable state, at such a crucial time..
and so i called home.. talking to my mom really helped.. to hear her voice, i felt somewhat reassured.. and something my cousin melvin said about confidence..
so yeah, from now on, yvonne will no longer be so emotional and will try her best for the next 2 exams! :)
- 3.44 pm -
slept at 12 last night cos i was feeling so tired.. only to wake up feeling extremely horrible at 10 this morning..
ive never felt so affected by any exams before.. shopping didnt help, neither did sleeping nor eating.. nor talking and chilling..
where has all my confidence gone to? i remember feeling confident and good about myself, but that feels so long ago..
its like ive been sucked into this deep abyss of sadness/ helplessness.. im really at my lowest and most unstable state, at such a crucial time..
and so i called home.. talking to my mom really helped.. to hear her voice, i felt somewhat reassured.. and something my cousin melvin said about confidence..
so yeah, from now on, yvonne will no longer be so emotional and will try her best for the next 2 exams! :)
- 3.44 pm -
xoxo, yvonne.
